forgotten dreams

Thursday, March 03, 2005

Update

A friend has brought to my attention the fact that I haven't updated in a while...
... and that's the reason why. Seems i don't have much to say these days. I don't talk at work, because I don't have any co-workers and my boss is usually out or on the phone. I don't talk much at home because my sis is busy with schoolwork and my parents tend to talk about things I'd rather not talk about yet. So... I have pretty much stopped thinking in words, which makes it difficult to write on the blog about what I'm thinking.

So, about what's going on in my life.
Tomorrow's my last day at work. For those of you who know, pretty much two people, excluding my immediate family, I haven't been paid for the last two months. And for the last two months I have spent a grand total of 20 bucks, excluding gas money. Yeah, I'm flat broke. I have only two digits in the bank, three digits in credit card debt and counting. But it's been a good experience in learning that life goes on and it's very much liveable even if you don't have any money. Although my dad had to bend over backwards to cover my car payment and insurance. So... I'm looking for another job. Tomorrow's the last day with this non-paying job, so hopefully next week I'll land something. And God willing this current job will be able to pay me what they owe me SOON.
I'm trying to get into nursing school, but for the life of me I cannot get into Microbiology, in any school. It's a pre-requisite, so I need that just to apply. This summer I'll look through EVERY school in So Cal if I have to, but I WILL get into microbiolgoy. God willing. My number one choice is CSU Long Beach because they have an accelerated BSN program, but I'm open-minded. haha.

I don't know if I'm just noticing it more or if it's been spoken of more, but I've been hearing more and more about Biblical prophecies being fulfilled and the nearing of the coming of Christ. I'm nowhere near informed enough in current events nor have I studied Bible prophecies enough to know whether specific signs have been showing up. All I know is that the Bible told us to be awake and alert, for the end times are near. Live like today is the last day, is what I say. Of course I've felt the need for further study of the Bible, but I don't want to immerse myself in the book of Daniels and Revelations. I want to, and I am studying the Bible in its entirety. I don't want to be a prophecy expert who doesn't know the heart of the Bible, the gospel of Jesus Christ. When put to the test of fire, I want my life to have meant something in light of eternity, I don't want to have wasted what God has given me stewardship of. The talents, the resources, the people, the opportunities that I have, my life and time. To hear God say, well done, good and faithful servant.

"I have no one in heaven but you;
I want nothing on earth besides you."

Psalm 73:25

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